On Home


On Home

An original poem

Home is running down a mountain
After a strenuous trek up.
Home is the heartbeat of loved ones
Filling the room with life.
Home is a field of stars
Placed in the heavens and given a name.
Home is where the heart is
When you are living this life all in.
Home is the second coming
Which will make this home appear a game.

Colorado Springs, Colorado is my home away from home. The mountains breathe life into my lungs and refresh my soul. I was born to live in the mountains. Growing up in the Great Plains gives sporadic delight. Nothing beats the view of endless sky and corn fields filled with snow. I remember on a trip through Illinois enjoying the endless expanse of road that lay before me. The Colorado Mountains sing with adventure. Each step up a mountain fills my lungs with air, and I enjoy every moment of the clear blue sky. In all my travels I often contemplate the meaning of the word home. Merriam-Webster defines home as (a) one’s place of residence (b) a familiar or usual setting (c) a place of origin. When one feels at home they are (a) relaxed and comfortable: at ease (b) in harmony with the surroundings.

Some people define home as a person or a feeling. In summation, home is what centers us, what grounds us. Home is the foundation from which we start.  Colorado Springs feels like home away from home because the air that fills my lungs enlivens me. The extensive days of sunshine medicate my soul. The person I am in Colorado is everything I strive to be. Brave, hardworking, and relentlessly optimistic define me in the mountains. I feel as if the world is at my fingertips and I am free to bask in the glory of Christ’s creation.


But this is not our home. This cannot truly ground me. Only the constant unconditional love and presence of a holy God will be my ever fixed light in the journey of life. He’s the breath that satisfies my lungs, the joy that beats in my heart. No matter where I travel in my vagrant life on this spectacular earth, I am only home in Jesus. If home is what grounds me, then home is Christ. We see this play out in the Scriptures when Jesus is talking to his disciples.

John 14:1-7

Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you?And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. And you know the way to where I am going.”Thomas said to him, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him.” (ESV)

What do you call home?





Works Cited




On Distance Learning

I do life differently. When the majority of the American College students are living and attending their chosen universities across the globe, I live at home. My bedroom is my classroom. My books and laptop are my teachers. I teach myself college far away from any dorm room. By studying for various exams I can test out of college courses for an average of $110 per course. Most of my resources are free, thanks to the library and the internet. My education is at my own pace, therefore I never “fall behind.”

When the majority of the American College students are living and attending their chosen universities across the globe, I live at home. My bedroom is my classroom. My books and laptop are my teachers. I teach myself college far away from any dorm room. By studying for various exams I can test out of college courses for an average of $110 per course. Most of my resources are free, thanks to the library and the internet. My education is at my own pace, therefore I never “fall behind.”

A few reasons went into this decision.

First, College is expensive. Collegedata.com claims the average cost per year for public college is $9,650 for state residents and $24,930 for out of state attendees. Private colleges average $33,480. If I take the average 30 credits a year and with each test, you can earn between 3-6 credits, I will pay $1,100 or less per year. Once I get around 90 credits, I will transfer to an online school for the last year and pay the $9,650 rate. I will get my degree for less than $15,000 total if I solely follow this route.

Second, I love to travel. My wanderlust costs me the money I save, at least it feels that way. I’ve spent three months living with my cousin and her family to help her move. I took road trips across the country with friends. I even traveled to Asia with my dad, all during standard course terms. I decide the best time for me to learn and it gives me the freedom to go where I want to go. I go when it is convenient for others and costs less for me since the average student is in class.

Third, I don’t need to spend months on information I already know. If I know the topic well, I can spend days or weeks reviewing before getting credit for that knowledge. If I am struggling with a topic, I can spend more time on what I do not understand. I always look for the best ways to grasp a topic quickly and have found an abundance of resources quite effective.

Thre are two main tests as well as various online resources to achieve credit at your own pace.

CLEP (College Level Examination Program) 12066069_10203595564210029_4180507681175732494_n

College Board offers 33 subject tests that give a good overview of your Gen-Eds. For courses you know well the REA Study Guides are a good investment, but you can review in other ways. I started out buying REA for every exam I took but it isn’t comprehensive enough for the history exams. Each REA Study Guide contains review chapters and two practice tests. Studies show the more practice tests you take the better your grades will be. check out this TED Talk for more info.

DSST (DANTES Subject Standardised Test)

With over 30+ DSST exams you can get a few more specialized courses into your degree. Anthropology, ethics, world religions, and History of specific eras can all be found in the DSST catalog. They don’t have a specific book, however, Instantcert, an online flashcard service, provides a good overview of both CLEP and DSST courses. They also have a specific forum for exam feedback that is vital to keep up to date on what to study.

All of the credits I have received are from these two. If you have a more medical bend chek out Excelsior College.

Great online classes- Though I have not personally used these sites, I know many students who found success with them.

Saylor Academy

Sophia Learning



If you want this kind of education but need more direction check out Lumerit Education, an online college that encourages Distance Learning and will walk you through your degree plan.

If you want more course specific resources check out some of my future posts!

Be sure to check out your college’s policy on transferring CLEP and DSST exams. Not every school accepts them even though the are ACE Accredited.

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Have you Experienced Any form of Accelerated Distance Learning? Comment below!

On Liturgy and Life

I grew up in an evangelical church. I believed the more tears that fell, the more forgiven and repentant you were. When I couldn’t cry, I thought God abandoned me. but he hadn’t, in fact, I remember hearing a still small voice amongst the ruckus of worship my freshman year at church camp. “I haven’t forgotten about you.” eight years later, I again revisit the stillness of God.

Lately, I have been studying liturgy. I wake up at 6:30 am every morning, the sun pouring through my windows to kiss my face. My first act of the day is to open my bible. One Paragraph or a Page, sometimes I get caught up in the story for a few chapters.

I’m reading about Joshua right now. God renewed his promise for the next generation of Israelites, just as he renews his mercies for me every morning. In the promise land, they find new beginnings, a new land to cultivate, new ground to explore. Just as the Lord has given me this new day, to rejoice. He has given me this morning to take a deep breath of his goodness before I go into a hurting world. The Israelites were faced with new cultures and new people. Just as I meet new people every day, who is my neighbor? Not only the people I like but also the ones I do not. I start my day with the habit of waking slowly into the arms of the one who made this day and my very life.

I start my day with the habit of waking slowly into the arms of the one who made this day and my very life.

“How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives.” Tish Harrison Warren spoke these words to me though her outline of daily liturgy, Liturgy of the Ordinary: Spiritual Practices for Everyday Life. Of course, I wake up every day, into new mercies. I eat every day in the habit of nourishment. I breathe, smile, pray, worship. hopefully, I laugh and sing. All these little things that make up our day can be given to God in an act of worship. He gave me this breath, I will praise him. He gave me this voice, I will sing songs of praise. We all worship something, I will worship the creator-king of the universe.

In a consumerist culture, we face a challenge to worship. We set aside time to purchase goods and services without taking the time to think. Why do I need more? or Who made this? I can pray for the farmer that grew the tomatoes in my salad. I can thank the king of heaven for proving me with food again. I can pause before a purchase and decide If I want to spend my money on this. The Item I want may be throwing someone else deeper into slavery.

Buying locally is good, buying smart is better.

When we buy smart, we understand where our products are coming from. We know where our money is going. If we advocate against international trade we lose the benefits of a global economy. Our production has increased globally through specialization. Buying smart puts our dollars to the companies that care for humanity. Not just the consumers, but producers and children across the globe. When I pray for the hands that prepared my meal, I don’t simply pray for the chef. I also pray for the farmer, the grocer, the families that take part in my evening meal.

Education is a part of my day too. As a junior in college, I search for the best ways to understand the topic I am studying. Each course is different and each test needs a personalized approach. I test out of college classes, college for me is self-directed and sometimes unmotivated. I specify each lesson plan to not only the test but the other courses I am taking as well.

I learned economics from a YouTube professor, Mr. Cliffard. He taught me Microeconomics and Macroeconomics from watching his videos and following the ultimate review packet he designed. you can find it at ACDCLeadership. When I studied Marketing, I worked alongside the marketing director at the Chick-fil-a I worked at. Education is a lifelong pursuit and a powerful habit to cultivate within.

Knowledge is the information gained, wisdom is practical experience. I study the way I do so that I do my best to gain both. If, “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom (Proverbs 9:10).” I have a must know him and love in order to grow in understanding.

I quit my day job to be a full-time student, but it didn’t last very long. Working is a part of our daily liturgies. It is serving God, it is working with our hands, it is using the minds he placed in our heads. Adam and Eve worked in the Garden of Eden before the fall, and we will work in paradise. Jesus was a carpenter before he began his ministry. I lasted only a week as a full-time student before I increased my babysitting hours and started a Young Living business.

Working well is part of God’s design, as is resting well. “Six days you shall work, but on the seventh day, you shall rest. In plowing time and in harvest you shall rest (Exodus 34:21).” God wrote work into his law, but he also legislated rest. He gave us the sabbath as a blessing. A day to worship him fully, a day to spend with family, a breath of fresh air after a long week. The sabbath is a gift, “The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath (Mark 2:27).” The sabbath was not made to restrict our production, but as a day to relax, refocus and reflect on all God has done for us. I avoid scheduling anything on Sunday and reserve it for worship and relationships. 

Eight years later, I still find God in the moments between breaths. When I cling closer to his side and rest, remembering that he is the Lord. He is king of this moment. I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.



I encourage you to look into the topic of liturgy deeper. I warn you, following this blog with cause your reading list to increase drastically.  Today, I have two.

 You are what you Love: the spiritual power of habit. by James K. Smith

Liturgy of the Ordinary: sacred practices in everyday life by Tish HarrisonWarren. 

When God Redeems a Day

I dislike blogs. I have a list of reasons that abandon me as I start my own. Blogs never appealed to me. I love to write but hate to share pieces of myself. My writing has long been shut away in Journals for my future self to uncover. Blogging seems like a public diary where people share secrets no one ever wanted to hear. I guess I finally feel like I have something to say. You, my dear, are a well of potential. We all are. He came to make us better than we attempt to make ourselves. Finals are coming up and then I’ll be gone. I was unable to study hard today. Wandering through projects, this story brewed in my mind until it was posted. I thought it was a lost day, but like any other day this may It marked a new beginning. Here is to my first blog post. May it be the first of many.